I used to care a lot about the things I don't have, then later I realized that they are only responsible for temporary happiness. Not realizing that there are other things I should be caring about instead of living luxurious, the time I spend with my family and the value of them in my life. Now, I feel most alive when I see them, play with them and experience new things with them, I feel most alive when I create memories with people that I care about. After Kobe's death, I hugged my family so hard and reminded them how much I care and love them, Its heartbreaking for my part as I grew up seeing kobe play and make history.