How are you describing it as life changing? Do you mean getting in on the ICO to you selling up made you phenomenal amounts of money? It seems though you are disappointed that is why you mentioned the junk folder and your heartbreaking.
Ethereum breaks my heart. I was there for the beginning, day one, signed up to get an email for the ICO, but it probably went to the junk folder. Life changing.
I was the only obstacle on ur path to ethereum ico. Somehow u managed to find your way around me. I have been telling u since the beginning that ethereum was not going to be a feasible investment with guaranteed returns to help u fix your life. Whatever I told u, u did the opposite. Now Im standing before u, demanding appreciation for the advice I gave u back then. Eth turned out to be a scam and everyone is rushing to dump it. Dont u see?