I actually used to pity you some times, feel sorry for you other times and laugh out loud when reading some of your nonsensical tripe other times. In some circumstances I occasionally gave you partial benefit of the doubt but no more.

You seem to thrive on the need for public attention. You are deluded, your bloated exaggerated belief in your self-importance is laughable as much as it is worthy of pity. Your delusion seems to be growing at an alarming rate thanks to the merits being thrown your way by the local language board conspirators trying to get back to DT who have been on the look out for a fool to come along who will play good doggy fetch with them. Good to see you and they are trusting, distrusting and meriting the same way - hence your misguided belief in your bloated self-importance is exacerbated thanks to their contributions to your mental unbalance

I cannot provide a professional opinion since it is not my forté nor my field but you should seriously get booked in to see a medical expert that specialises in treating those suffering from delusions of grandeur and those suffering from the most acutest of narcissistic tendencies. After they identify the exact cause and extent of your medical condition they might be able to treat and save you from slipping further in your own tiny little bubble world.

Hopefully if you get medical treatment in time you might be able to have a normal life in the real world instead of the rather ridiculous one you are living online here.