This is a log of your deleted posts: http://loyce.club/archive/members/277/2772918.html
I’m not sure how updates to those logs are done (i.e. if they are reprocess or not to check for updates), but the “scraped” link next to each entry gives you access to each post’s content.

Now as to why you were banned, I’m sure you can shed some more light than you’ve led on so far in the OP (I recall seeing some posts yesterday about your account, but I only skimmed through them and, therefore, cannot recall the precise context).

What? You just agreed to having plagiarized. That means a ban for all your accounts (past, present and future). The ban applied to you, and by extension, to all your possible Alts.