If I'm like you now "really lucky I have a kind friend", It's really stupid. I took the money my friend lent me, to bet on the gambling arena and he already believed and wanted to lend money so we have to succeed, with the money he lent, the point.

If I would invest that money in cryoto in the short and long term, that is what human names are not the same in valuation.

I better use money from other income (bonuses) to put it on gambling.