I'm a little confused why my posts are being deleted, I wrote about bitcoin, my thoughts. I will never stop being a newbie
Don't be confused. Your post are being deleted because it may be low quality, off topic or not in the right board to post. Don't worry, you are not the only one who experienced getting your posts deleted. I also did experienced where my posts are being deleted due to the same reasons may be low quality, off topic or not in the proper board.
It seems to me that you guys dont like newcomers here, but to become not a beginner you probably need a couple of years..
I don't think it's because being a newcomers. It is because that there are some people who have accounta already and creating new account and act like a newbie or scamming people. If it is a real newcomers then i'm sure newbies are not an expert in crypto relates things that is why newcomers must learn first and you got lots of time to do that. You should accept criticism too and don't let it affwct you.