You're going to hate yourself when you read back your posts here in year or two. Oh boy..

Perhaps. But right now I am kinda ejoying it. I did't have so much attention focused on my person since sixth grade, when I was the #1 target of all bullies in the school. It makes me feel thirteen again.

Of course you were treated with hostility. You are an attention whore. I have no doubt you provoke bullies so that you can plead victim. I have enough of your personality flaws to recognize them in you. That really concerns me.