And it cant be a adress like this:

3JXRVxhrk2o9f4w3cQchBLwUeegJBj6BEp

I dont know what you call it but it doest feel that private to me that the adress has sent 1389608.48912122 BTC overtime. Just want a normal adress is that possible? Been searching blockchair but cant find shit! Please help me you great community