That's known as 'Stockholm syndrome' my friend.
Its known as "common fucking sense," something that you are sorely lacking.
I doubt that either you or the noob above you can pin-point a single thing I have said that was 'irrational on almost any post on this board. It's not surprising that you don't even try.
You can find a ton of stuff I said that didn't follow 'authorized' thought patterns at the time I said it. I know that to you guys and other normies that some sort of a thought crime, but that is basically your problem.
The trouble for U.S. boot lickers is that not everyone in the world has such a slavish devotion Trump and his corp/gov team that they will ignore basic science just because it was published in China or whatever. Obviously the U.S., and by extension the Western orthodoxy, is trying to blame Chinese bat soup for all of the troubles in the world and support their sponsors in Big Pharma so the years of conditioning that they invested in pumping into your soft heads is going to make you recoil at any questions which don't line up with the Western propaganda. Don't worry...It will pass...if you live long enough.