Who cares what all those details are. Your just a scum bottom feeder scammer. Go do the only thing possible that could actually make another human happy which would also save a lot of people from being scammed by you. Get 5m of good quality rope, tie one end to a strong branch 7m from ground and the other around you neck. After jumping think how much better the world is now you made this choice and no more people will ever have their dreams crushed by the lowest for of human being to exist.,,,..you prey on people's hopes and dreams before crushing them for gain. A homeless street beger is above you as at least they are honest when trying to take your money.......