What if BTC never reaches all time high?
If it won't get again to 20k, no biggie, Bitcoin is still great as it is, with or without the price speculation.
But I believe it will. Its scarcity ensures that. Patience...
Maybe op is among those people that bought during the time the btc price was highest. Unfortunately, it could be possible only if a kind of revolution drives people to massively adopt the use of bitcoin and the demand is high. Aside that, I think bitcoin will just be struggling