I have had some past interactions with you hacker, and surely I have tried to give you the benefit of the doubt on several occasions, but you surely seem to have issues with your personality and your ways of interacting with people, including a kind of bullying that I had specifically experienced... But, hey, an aberration? I am not sure. I do see that you seem to want to whine about things of the past that have even seemingly had been resolved, but you just continue to dig yourself in, for some reason... I am trying not to be too judgmental, though.
I don't rely on the comments or interactions of other members, but sometimes it can be helpful to view the assessments or look into the links provided by various other members in order to attempt to verify what makes sense or does not make sense.
I trying to oppose you here is not just because of your past interactions with me. I don't even think I could show a calming personality if I am being attacked even after accepting and apologizing my mistakes. It's my observation of your merit transactions in the every drama thread around here which turns me to think about your that way. As per my understanding you could never judge a situation neutrally when the above names are involved, and I am afraid you would do the same here. I have no benifit of making enemies here, if you understand it correctly but I have no other choice than making it clear for everyone who is judging the situation also I am the one in need of support so I don't enjoy this attacks and counter attacks.