im living with ple who i dont want to live with so i still go outside for peace... i thought of suicide many times before and God save me. Virus made my situation worse. job interviews are cancelled so i cant get a job now. i need job to get apartment but getting apartment is hard because most of them want me to be in current job for a year or at least 2 years...
I think everything is stopped because of the virus but you wait patiently and you will succeed And suicide does not solve everything. You can work in forums but if the market conditions are now in bad shape you will succeed.
thanks for the encouragement

. i got extra money from gst (from government. im suppose to get it every 3 months) in quebec because of virus so i might use that to invest in crypto. i got almost $300 from them. people with kids got allot. i know someone who got thousands of dollars and will get more when family allowance (from government. only people with kids get this) comes.