I hope you'll not commit suicide if you are telling the truth.
A lot of people begging but they are just scamming so you can't blame the people of not helping you as you have no reputation yet in the forum.

Hopefully you can find another alternative to find money, if you are  valuable member in the forum, maybe you'll be able to find some help, like maybe borrowing funds from our lenders here, but seriously, value your life, I know the situation is tough but we can get through this.