Sure, it's way easy to make money if you're using 100x leverage--as long as all your trades go your way, which frequently doesn't happen (you found that out the hard way, unfortunately). 

Don't feel too bad, though.  You're in good company as far as the number of traders who've gotten blown out when they're over-leveraged.  Even some of the most experienced, highly capitalized traders have been wiped out.  Anyone remember Long Term Capital Management?  If not, at least check out the Wikipedia page on them and how they almost screwed up the banking system because of how much leverage they were using.  It's incredible.

OP, as far as recouping your losses, I don't have any sage wisdom to give you.  You just got an education that cost you a lot of money, and I'd probably just take a break from trading until your mind is right.  And I would definitely not use so much leverage next time--maybe none at all.  I've never traded on margin myself and while I'm sure I could have made a tidy profit on a few trades had I employed leverage, I don't have that kind of mindset.  I don't like borrowing money, especially for risky things like trading.  Good luck to you in the future.