Im open to sugestions how to get that back, even if it takes time
Since you are obviously not experienced enough in trading, I'd advise you stop gambling and pretend you are trading.
My advice is to get back your loses doing proper work (a job), earning most probably fiat.
If you also want to invest, please do, but always invest only what you afford to lose. (Be very careful in what you invest too.)
People do miss out this basic thing and they do hurry up on making profits thats why they do really end up on into unfortunate situation like losing up money.
Margin trading cant really be easily to messed up because one wrong decision will really cost you a lot and most people do know that margin trade is somehow
similar to gambling when we do talk or compare the risk of it than just doing a manual simple trade.Theres no way for recovery but to start up all over again
but now op is already aware because of the experience.