After a long time of fighting, I realized that even if I get qualified on joining the Gang I won't even last for a long time and surely I'll get removed sooner or later. Just by looking at the spreadsheet, I don't  think I deserve the spot, am not that confident right now.

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It's been an honor to be with you guys on this competition but for now, I'll have to withdraw. I'm kinda a scaredy cat right now. 😂