Quick suggestion, why don't you invest your money to those gambling sites instead? Like for example, putting your crypto to
Yolodice or
Bustadice and let it grow passively. Just be sure that you know the risks that you are getting when doing business with them. You can take a loot at this
thread where someone invested BTC on two sites and he publicly provided the records of his profit/losses on a weekly basis. Good stuff, if I'm gonna be honest.

https://yolodice.com/#invest
https://bustadice.com/invest
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=5239794.0
Agreed, this way you can teach yourself a discipline on how to control your urge to gamble when you have crypto at your disposal.
There is a similar thread whereas you can check all the investment thread in most of the gambling website.
List of Gambling Investments and Discussion.Take care of yourself mate! Seek a professional help as soon as possible if something gets worse.
https://www.nhs.uk/live-well/healthy-body/gambling-addiction/