Reading your story, you look like a person that wants a one-time big-time profit in one push.

You have lots of funds on-hand but still decided to risks it all with only relying in the future of those coins or doing gambling.

If you have time and since you are fine to take risks, why not take being risky on a higher level which is playing with the market trading. It might take time to learn but at least it you are not just relying on gambling returns.