No, it makes me smart enough to not openly engage in criminal activity with people who have demonstrated very clearly they will do anything they can to attack me, interestingly enough simply because they don't agree with me.
Sounds an awful lot like you are using your well-known penchant for paranoia as an excuse to chicken out.
It is not paranoia if people are really out to get you, and you floppy shoe fucks sure have proven that.