you DO know you can educate yourself. things called books. try them sometime. i made it out of some very dark periods in my past. i didnt blame others, i sucked it up and bettered myself.
and again, unlike you i wish no harm on you. just wish you had some sort of education.
Dude, you know his first port of call will be J. Phillip Rushton's
Race, Evolution and Behavior, swiftly followed by Grant's
The Passing of the Great Race or Morton's
Crania Americana...
Best you're getting out of him is maybe Spengler's
Decline of the West.