I'm not saying this is gospel or anymore true than any other philosophy. I believe hallucinogens are more reflections of our mind, than a connection to something external. This is my experience with DMT.
I know my way around psychedelics, really do love them. DMT has been at the top of my list for a while. So one day I received some and put it to a blow torch. Whoa.
I blasted off into space as soon as I closed my eyes, saw aliens, pulling the strings of the bigger universe. Saw my body from above in a stasis like pod. Saw life that spoke shapes, as the way they communicated. Just the way their thoughts came out, was gorgeous. Like their voice built things, in strings of metal blocks.
The Ego Death
I started collapsing into a tiny spec, and I forgot who I was, where or why I came. I was nothing, a dot in black, there was no recognition besides feeling fear. I never felt an ego death so clear headed. Then DMT told me everything is ok, & rubbed my arm like a baby.
The Dialogue
The molecule explained how it's like alien technology, for communication. Whatever that means? It was thought of, as a clever trick. A joke that makes everyone laugh and cry.
I saw a universe that stretches, farther than I could imagine. That everything that happens here, happened in a flash but we slow it down to dissect it. Everything in the universe forms an egg. Inside this universe, all of it is 1 life. We're playing every role, every interaction is with yourself. We have to see the universe from every perspective, to understand it all. I was shown that we have to wake up slowly to the next universe, because it's so beautiful. The work that needs to be done, requires well rounded and experienced life.
Return
It was very clear in the mental experience, but the body high was so strong that it pulled my attention away at times. At the end, DMT asked if I was ready to return or if I had another question. I asked why I wanted to take DMT. I felt a warm wave start at my feet and rise through my body. It was like a fully body sensation, that rose to my eyes and 2 tears rolled out. Then I heard "that's why you took DMT" and I opened my eyes, to my puppy kneeling by my side.
Take it for what you want, I've had many trips on a few different things. DMT was like Acid or shrooms refined to its purest form. I would recommend it to anyone who wants to kill themselves or is experiencing depression. The afterglow lasted days, I would randomly bust out laughing at the silliness of it all. But it made me happy and more peaceful.