Here is how 2020 went for me : 

January ... lost my tooth went to dentist ,she should have fix it ,payed money still didn't heard from her not even now
February... pandemic started
March ... lost my job
April ... Girlfriend dumped me for good do to fact i am poor  and she was only interested in money
May - June ... Lost all my savings at the casinos after lockdown do to fact i entered a depression

It must be a dream ,it's not real ! nothing makes sense anymore ...

F money ,F power ,F fame ,F all materialistic stuff ... i am going back to read the Holy Book as i did something wrong ... and i don't understand what i did ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uZpl8ii2d0