Bitcointalk is merely a forum which gives people like yourself a freedom of opinion good or bad, based on your judgement you are still engaged in the project. obviously and sadly mentioning that you would negatively impact the project by trying to temporarily increase the hashrate to slow the network down after just simply ruins your own reputation
I do have little pity but just a little
Take care bubba, hopefully you wake up one day and realise that your efforts can one day add value