thank you guys for all your good wishes, about addiction thing, i can say its addiction for sure but as you know all addictions has levels. For now at least i am still able to withdraw funds completely and give a break. I dont know with what amount or when i would start again, but definitely it wouldnt be whole amount.

And lastly about risk taking, i would like to point out that my initial bankroll was 0.19 btc only , later on as bankroll got bigger with profits, my betting amounts increased as well, but i gotta say there that most of the money that i m risking here was profits. Since only initial bankroll itself was earned money, i dont consider that as a big amount to risk to say the truth.