You lost your accounts? Did you jusf forgot your passwords? Or you are always being hacked? Or probably the trading platfrom thst you've chosen to trade is a scam?
I never lost any trading accounts. You should not lose even a single one dude.
Well, I suggest that you should pick up the legitimate trading site like binance.
Also make your accounts more secured. Use strong passwords and do not use passwords  that you are already using.
Be careful dude, you already lost huge money, yet you're not even started trading.