I wish my budget for gambling crypto was zero, but the fact is, its as much as i can get, everyday, and overtime, it has ruined my life...... And I'm gambling while posting this.....
Hm, if that is indeed true, I would urgently speak to one of your trusted persons (very good friends, partners, parents, ...).
Gambling can be very addictive and if you write that it has already ruined your life, it probably already has. Please do not hesitate to talk asap to someone about this, if necessary also to someone who specializes in gambling addiction.
A very good site with useful tips to overcome gambling addictions is the source of the following statement, please take a look:
Although it may feel like you’re powerless to stop gambling, there are plenty of things you can do to overcome the problem, repair your relationships and finances, and finally regain control of your life.
The first step is to separate the myths from the facts about gambling problems:
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