When things are serious, you'd be so stupid a person to try to look comical. That really sucks! I mean, who doesn't "suffer" in their own lives? I like your attitude to try to entertain everyone by ^looking comical^ but that doesn't work IRL and you either need to take it and leave, or take it seriously and fight. These are the only two options which can be followed, else you seem to have got the traumatic feeling and need to get well soon. Regards. ;v