Surely you have learned a lot after a long learning process. Other newbies also take a lot, even hundreds of thousands of dollars to recognize the lessons. I think you can start trading on a large account already, confident in your trading strategy. I used to lose quite a lot in the beginning, about 3 accounts and then I learned a lot and created my own trading strategy. I realized that after many failures, the more confident you have to be, the more confident you can beat the market.