$1200 is such a huge amount for me too honestly. That's feeling bad and regret if that's the reason why you didn't get it.
Indeed. That is a huge amount of money and regretful if you didn't get it for such reasons.
Uni makes it way and create impacts to this industry, for now you need to move forward and
accept everything, learn from this experienced and always assess before taking any decision
not to repeat the same mistakes.