That loss on that date was a blessing bin disguise then for you and you could be thankful it happened because if if not it isn't where you are right now. There are literally days when you feel you've lost it all but if you kept on that status of having just bad day you're really saying that there will be no more days or good days that will come.

The good thing is that it didn't make you feel stooping below the ground for long but it makes you feel you can do it again. I really like the character of yours man, the willingness to win and that willingness not to give up, kudos.