You think everything is fine until you discovered that you don’t understand what life means. Life is temporary and always unpredictable. It will difficult to realize your real purpose, your real existence. Whether you are doing the right thing or not. Sometimes you felt envy for the things that you didn’t have. You felt envy that some people, whatever they do, they can easily accomplish anything that they desire. Some people inborn with genius abilities. Learning multiple language, easily solve complex mathematical equation, creative artistic artworks and manipulative abilities, etc.
Sometimes you are questioning yourself, “Why I can’t be like them?” “Why I’m so weak” “Why I can’t do the same thing that they can do”. My answer is I don’t know. Maybe it’s your character that has been given to you by the creator or GOD. Or if you don’t believe that there’s a GOD, you can only tell yourself that you don’t practice or train enough.
When you ask yourself, "Why can't I be more like them?", you should also consider the fact that there are others that ask, "Why can't I be more like you?" Character is a multi-dimensional aspect. Each person has some quality that others aspire to achieve. So, rather than focusing on their faults, a person would be better off acknowledging their talents.
I believe that our existence is temporary because this life is only a test. The afterlife is the infinity. I believe that there is a creator and there will be a judgement after this life. They put all the problems in our way so they can figure out what will be our decision, whether its good or bad. I believe that there is a scoring system if you’re doing good or bad during your lifetime.
You have no evidence or reasoning to justify your belief. Why it may work for you, there is no good reason for me to accept it. It's basically your own personal fantasy and should be considered as such.
It will difficult to provide scientific evidence if there is a GOD or there will be afterlife because science needs an evidence or proof that there is a GOD, but you can’t do that because you can’t bring camera in the afterlife.
If you are still reading this, probably you are thinking that I’m crazy but it’s a simple equation that there’s a GOD and there’s an afterlife. You need an origin to create a life, its not life bubble that automatically appeared somewhere without something that created that bubble.
Again, that's your own personal fantasy. Some fantasies are wonderful and some are mundane, but I don't like it when people confuse their fantasy with reality. That's not point of a fantasy.