I don't know what you will get after moderators join but honestly I did not know or read all forum rules when I began.
You can check out the Unofficial Forum Rules and Regulations. Here it is,
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=703657.0Even you are member rank, I think you should read the rules to avoid misconceptions and mistakes.
We are all committing mistakes OP. We are not perfect, we are just humans. But we don't need to be God or Anything else just not to commit mistakes. Having a decent apology is not enough if there is a serious violation we did in forum. However, if we get the chance not to be banned or put some red trusts in forum. We should make our second chance better than what before. We must be aware of what we are doing to avoid this mistakes.
Hoping that you can pass that problem OP. I believe that you have the potential to grow in forum because of you past post which have qualities.