"nah" describes it perfectly fine, especially because what you call "random" has been discussed in this very place several times. Perhaps you should learn to use the search function before claiming something that is nearly a recurrent topic here as "random".

Also, do not use your own logic for something like the universe or cosmos (which includes possible meta/multi etc). You simply don't know. Doesn't matter what you believe, the actual truth is unknown.

And if there is a higher being, your little existence could not possibly ever cope with it. You want to teach an ant about human relations? Forget it. And if this being has always been and will always be, like part of the universe itself, then what does the live of a little human like you mean to this existence? Even the live of this solar system is but a blink in the time lapse of this "known" (to us) universe.

Step down from your arrogance and be more humble, admit that you don't know a thing and strive to make things better for everyone rather than just for yourself. You'll be gone in the blink of an eye anyway...