Haven your money lost and get broke isn't a yardstick to get involve into illegal activities as mentioned. Life itself isn't balance dude, and we should take the right steps in fighting our ways through the hard times(we all went through this). We were once broke, even the rich also get broke too, but getting the right source out of the shit is the best strategy for mankind, so, don't be depress, shake it off because it doesn't ends well.

Nothing works wonders like a focus mind dude, getting the needed focus should be the right option for you than doing otherwise. As others have encouraged, kindly get yourself together and make positive move towards achieving your goals. Being IT base individual, you're half succeed in the world of crypto, get involve into a good crypto project to have your finance life back on track. Wish you good luck!.