all I can say more is that I wished there was a way for U to experience living just a day of my life so U would understand the 'far-fetched' dream and the pain one male can go through to become a Man.
you'd be surprised to learn how similar our situations can be. i do live in a third world country with shitty economy that has been experiencing super inflation for a long time now.
i was also in a situation much worse than yours and imagining even owning 1 whole bitcoin was like an impossible goal to me back then. that is why i say it is not so far-fetched.
but i kept dumping any extra fiat i had for bitcoin, traded some to make profit, have been doing a lot of work both online and offline, and have been investing my money always trying to increase it.
i started from a very small capital too, something like a $100.
just trying to tell you that you shouldn't lose hope. keep it up and always try to find ways to invest the money you have and increase it while not taking crazy risks.