I commend you for announcing your revocation of your reputation.
Cat put her money where her mouth was. All principles. No hypocrisy.
Among numerous other examples from the accusations of liars, defamers, and trolls:
it seems owner of Lauda's account was changed ( may be account sold 
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There are some sins one should never commit. A trusted source told me that I have not sold my account. )If I cease to be "Lauda" then according to my well-known principles, I must affirmatively prevent anybody else from using this name and forum account ever again.
Pause to speculate on what money the account would have been worth! —On the account sale market that Lauda always fought. A handsome payoff, no doubt.
Alternatively, she was perfectly set up for an exit scam.
Whereas honesty is what one is, not only what one does.
It is the anarchy of the good who, being good, hold fast to honour out of pride... It is they who would embrace death before the self-negation of dishonour—not as a sacrifice, but as a supreme act of pure selfishness... —“death before dishonour”...
I had in mind a few people when I wrote those words from my personal political manifesto. Most, I know only from the history books. It has been my honour to know Lauda, even across the distance of cypherspace.
Good luck with whatever your situation is.
As cats have 9 lives and "one" is gone, we need to find rest 8 cats here.
Nine feline forum lives are already spent.
It has been a wild forum life, - or perhaps, nine forum lives