I share your sentiment, Vod. I’ve been working on letting go, to avoid false hopes.
Her secure deletion of her identity was so total and so thorough, she even requested that on my end, I destroy certain cryptographic thingies that I used exclusively for our communications. (I heeded her wishes.) I doubt that she even has access to your club anymore.
A cypherpunk goodbye, and goodbye for real.
I have no idea if she is watching this or not. I hope so. :-/
Boldface is in the original:Hereby I want to emphasize that it will never again be possible to contact "Lauda", just as it is impossible to contact the dead.