A strong and positive person can easily find a way to make money. You have to talk about your trading life, that it gives you a better return?

Anyway, forget about it. I understand now that you are looking for a long-term goal investment and trading may not work for you then.
May the others not sees Bitcoin as the best investment for those who come from a low status of life which is pathetically wrong for me. And you are right, you are risking your lives before that makes no way for you to sacrifice it back again just to have a better future by having this kind of investment. Besides, we are having our own way to improve our life status, may others see not good but we are fine.

I see the positive looks that you have, I have been in such struggles before just like you but I don't let my minds driven by negativity and don't bring myself down, instead of working it out from hell.