@OP
I gave you 10 merits for your honesty in saying that you feel lost and out of place, and to encourage you to build your knowledge of Bitcoin and crypto. You may feel lost, but you are certainly not out of place here on the beginner's board, and I would like to welcome you to the forum.
Don't fall into the trap of believing that the only way to succeed in crypto is as a forex trader, or a sig spammer. You can build a crypto wallet by accepting selected coins in payment for online sales, and you can receive crypto payments as a reward for content production and other services.
If you are going to try day trading, then I would suggest that you choose a coin that is volatile, and entering a bull market. Bitcoin is a good example in my opinion. Don't use gearing ( leverage ), and don't make uncovered bets. I've made small profits from scalping, and haven't made any losses in real terms, although I have made some notional losses by selling too soon. Learn about candles and wicks, and see if you could make a profit by anticipating the wicks. Don't speculate any money until you are confident that you can guess price movements well enough to make a profit.