because it all started from ignorance, I also had the same experience, I am very blind to bitcoin, but my friend introduced bitcoin in 2016, and at the end of 2016 I tried to buy and invest bitcoin. and there I was surprised, bitcoin movement is very special, maybe the first and last digital currency that made me fall in love with btc. the point all starts with yourself, and don't get bored of finding out.
Lol, you were not the only who get blind too with bitcoin. I join the forum in 2018 and just thought that bitcoin will be good in that year that it could do a bull run and I invested in it and get losses. However, just this year I was so dumbed to sell it if it weren't then I will have a high returns this time. I invested bitcoin when market reach 6K$ but sell them at 4K$. I made losses due to emotional outbreak. Now, I regret it and hopefully if ever I will be investing again then I will going to make sure that I can't get too emotional on the money I invest in bitcoin.