We all have that kind of tragic experience and it makes our gambling journey really unforgettable. I think we all have to experience things like that for us to learn and grow in every aspect of life even in gambling. It's good to know that you have moved on and recovered from it. I guess if it's not meant for you then it won't really be for you but it's a good thing that you used it as a motivation to learn and earn better.
experience will indeed be a very important teacher for learning, therefore we all have to be brave to try to do something new so that we have the experience that we have done it and can be used as a very important lesson, so that in the future we can know what to do so that it doesn't happen again. back that mistake.
No matter how you tried to be perfect and even having a lot of ideas and experience but you can't escape such mistakes and possible losses. you can't simply think that you always win in gambling but rather to think that we gonna lose every time. That is the painful reality in here and I shouldn't have to raise complaints about why I lose because we clearly know it before we start gambling 50/50 (win/loss) or 60% losing and 40% winning.