Here, I am asking your first game experience to know. Is is enjoying at all?
First game in gambling will be always fun since you're just still exploring and experiencing things for the first time. Losing is not a big deal because you'll said that it's okay, you're going to win the next roll, and winning makes you excited even more no matter how small the profit is. But eventually, when you're diving too much in gambling, you're starting to feel emotional fatigue as well as physical fatigue due to lack of sleep and not eating.
Addiction always come after you experience all the the enjoyable moments in gambling, so you won't even see it coming.