Please don't be offended by what I say, but we are all affected by the pandemic.  If what you are saying is true and if you need help, what kind?  Do you still have a wife, where is she now?  If you can let them know the real situation of your life right now, this program might help you.  Do not forget that there are verifications to be made to identify that you deserve help.

You should contact the author of this thread.  He has a post here on the last page, just read above.  Here is his direct profile link though: cabalism13