merit Is like a lottery for a newbie. we just post and hoping that there has to be some bravehearted man who just like that post and give a drop in her ocean, but we still did not get it. he he , dont disappoint my friend , one day maybe our wish became succeed,because hopes make us alive.
Like a lottery? No way, it is quite the opposite. I skimmed over your post history, and in the last six month or so you wrote 4 (four) posts that weren't bounty reports so of course it may feel like a lottery to you, but as long as you keep writing useless posts (and bounty reports are completely useless) you won't get any merit.
As an encouragement you might wanna check this thread
The future of Bitcointalk: Low Ranking Top Merit earners in the past 30 days. Plenty of low ranking members there that have no issues when it comes to merit.
I don’t think there is a brave person who would appreciate his helpful awards reports. But I'm brave enough to find violations in his message history. Looking at its history reveals the old story of ban evasion again.
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=2613277.msg55865943#msg55865943I understand that if you spend days scribbling reports on a useless bounty, you won't have time for at least one useful post. And, of course, where then is the merit to be found?
Sources of merit are already looking for people to reward them.