my goal for 2021 is of at least a merit, because I have been a member for two years but I never had a merit. I've always tried to respond constructively, but I'm probably not enough yet, so that's my goal for 2021 
You wanted to earn merit and giving constructive posts but Missing for more than half year mostly ?If you really wanted to stay here and earn merits then better focus in your Account and don't go around with another .
Merit will be awarded to you if we find you deserving , but for now ? sorry but i saw your account as not really interested in being an active account here.