Thanks for all the feedback guys! it was an hurtful lesson..i hope it wont happen again.(i hope you will learn from my mistake and don't gamble money you can't afford to lose).
I was new to the whole gambling world(Btc opened a lot of options in that area) and said to my self "okay, ill only try 100$ for the fun" then chased my loses over the next 2 weeks and lost it all. its impossible to beat the casino in the long run...96% RTP is bad investment.
P.s - I working really hard right now to invest as much as i can in Bitcoin because i really believe in the core idea behind it(Decentralized, Privacy, Fast Transfers).
You should utilize yourself and make sure that it won't happen again. You're with the lesson now and I think you can manage to avoid that anytime in the future. That's where it all starts when you just started until you don't see yourself controlling it and only you will notice it once you've already lost a lot. Good luck with your accumulation of bitcoin and hoping this time you'll manage to save as much as you can.