This is a danger that any independent resource carries, so there really is a certain specificity that requires detailed study and consideration. Because it behaves a little differently than other standard assets. For example, currency pairs. I understand your emotions and it seems to me that every trader who has faced losses at least once understands you.
But I just want to say that you should not lose confidence in this business, because there are actually great prospects here, you just should not be disappointed and maybe you should take a little rest before you start a new stage of work, most likely with others assets and other strategies. But I'm sure everything will be okay.