To uphold the honour of Lauda’s legacy...
Lol, so chivalrous of you to appoint yourself the custodian of "Lauda's Legacy," and take it upon yourself to determine how it is to be honored. Good job, you lifeless cunt. Maybe consider spending that kind of energy finding a female with a pulse rather wasting it on fake internet "pussies?"
I was answering your question specifically how I would feel about the situation. I also understand that others feel differently.
Maybe granting loans is different than trading physical items, which is what I was doing, and there would be less of a legitimate reason to hold collateral for a loan with a hidden alt. The transactions I acted as escrow for myself were transactions in which I had to disclose my IRL identity, or risk being forced to refund my buyer if something went wrong. One of the transactions involved me shipping something internationally, and I had to disclose my IRL identity on the customs form which is attached to the package. The other transaction involved me selling someone bitcoin via Western Union (it might have been a similar service), and if I didn't put my real name on the sending form (the information of which is available to the seller I believe), I would be unable to get a refund from Western Union if for some reason the buyer could not pick up the money.
Self escrow for physical items doesn't seem any different to me, and certainly just as deceptive. The other party was expecting a neutral, third party to be involved incase there was a dispute that need mediation. You deceived them into a false sense of security.
As I said above, the reason I did this was because I wanted to protect my IRL identity.
That excuse may have worked at first, but the continuation of all your sockpuppeting seems to suggest there's more to the story.