No one can state they're passionate about gambling. If one is passionate about gambling, then his mind is thinking much about gambling and he's half addicted. Myself used to say with my girl, I want to be a pro gambler. She used to make fun of me. I too take it funny, and without her knowledge I lost what she has kept as savings in terms of bitcoin and ethereum. I lost the bitcoin worth of $2500, and was left with $400 worth of ethereum. My mind wavered thinking about her. Suddenly took high risk and went for continuous high rolls and made the ethereum worth of $400 to $2800. Somehow when she checked the wallet only ETH was available. I managed stating the market of ethereum is to grow high, so I changed bitcoin to ethereum. The very next day the win of $2800 from $400 didn't let me sit idle. My mind always think of it, and controlled myself. Finally we went for a beauty salon. My girl went for a haircut, and the mobile was with me, I started and ended with ZERO. This happened last Sunday, so addiction continues and I'm trying to create a charity to help the addicted gamblers like me collecting donations. Till day my girl keeps crying whenever she remembers the amount I've lost which have been saved by her like small droplets of water. When you're into grambling mind never thinks of anyone.
You already got the addiction because your mind always thinks about play more and take the risk more. You are lucky when you can increase your $400 into $2,800, but if you can stop when it reaches $2,800 in ethereum and just hold it, you will make a big profit now. The gambling game can seduce us to still playing longer without thinking that the loss will come after the next round.
But you still lucky because your girl does not leave you, especially when you lose all of that money. It needs to be grateful this moment, and you should not back to gambling again for a while. Otherwise, you will get more worst experience later.